official last day

MUHAHA. im stuck at home tday, grounded. can't say it's not my fault, though :/

posting results just came out, and im staying in SA! (: happy happy, joy joy. HAHA. but im not so happy anymore, because somehow it's just sad when things come to an end. ): friends come and friends go, and there's only so much we can do to cling on to each other til the very end.

yesterday was our last day together as PAE 07S22. in school we did nothing academic-related. our teachers simply let us talk and take pictures and stuff. people began exchanging small see-you-soon gifts (not goodbye gifts) and passing around pieces of paper on which to write short little notes to each other, as remembrance. and so it made me emo. i didn't really think much about the going separate ways and stuff til yesterday itself. somehow it hadn't yet sunk in that it was our last day together.. :/

we had swensen's for lunch, and ordered an earthquake for dessert! (i have pix to post up, but not now. :p) crazy stuff happened, like zeejay sucking a ketchup bottle and kind of puking the ketchup out. EWW, but funny. haha:D then there was the soaking of lots and lots of $10 notes to pay for the $220 bill by serene, who spilled her water onto the money. :P there was, of course, the usual picture-taking.. although i seriously regret forgetting to take a group photo!!! )):

after eating, we made our way to marina bay to play bowling! ah the place seemed to be in the middle of nowhere, and the bowling alley totally has this 90s ambience. hahah, the music especially. played in the arcade afterwards. serene and i tried the dinosaur game which was so scary!! like the dinosaur just jumps on us out of nowhere and they expect us to shoot it with precision and not scream! like how is that humanly possible? LOL. :D

while walking to the bus stop, i felt my emotions surge like waves fast approaching the shore. :/ suddenly it all sank in. today's the last day we'll be together like this, i thought. the bus took rather long to come, or so it seemed, forcing me to stare out into the mesmerising surroudings- cool breeze, swaying trees and all that . i was getting really reflective and emo):

i was kinda emo the rest of the night. i kind of lost my appetite, and then everyone was suddenly being so nice. when in the past we used to kid around about treating people to meals and such, yesterday people started volunteering to treat. (: see what 'last times' can do?

then today, posting results. the day i've been dreading finally arrived. sigh. why does it seem like no one's going where they want to go? agh JAE sucks. anyw it's no longer PAE, no longer first 3 months. ): and so many people won't be in school anymore!!! as much as i want them to stay, i've come t realise it's a selfish want. i mean i want my friends to be happy, and if they'll be happier in other schools, then that's where i want them to be;D

but yeah, i'll really miss all the things we did together. spending loads money on ice cream and playing card games like slapjack and bridge. all the jokes about who's hot and who's not, about our BFs every morning, and about who sucks the most. :p ahh feeling emo now. BIG SIGH. :/

we were supposed to meet up for lunch tgether today, SASI. (haha) but as you know, i couldn't, because i am grounded. :/ then since i had to stay at home, everyone was being sweet and said they would just come on over to my place instead. (: but circumstances brought us otherwise. sigh.

orientation starts tomorrow, and i ain't as excited as i thought i would be. actually im not excited at all. heh, im so lazy to go!! BUT i will just the same, since i am a good girl. (:

ahh i wish the quake tremors we felt today were a real earthquake and school's cancelled tmr. or i wish that time could just rewind itself back to the first day we all met in SA. sigh. I MISS EVERYONE ALREADY ):

every rose has its thorn, every dusk has its dawn