i go to the hills when my heart is lonely

CHECK OUT THE ST MARGS TOILET!!!! :O

I ♥ air (: says:
OMG
natalieeeeee❤ says:
so niceeeeeee
I ♥ air (: says:
YEAH
I ♥ air (: says:
I WANT!!!
Nil × nameless liberty says:
you want the toilet?
natalieeeeee❤ says:
HAHA.

i haven't seen the toilet myself, hvn't been there since march? just saw this picture from jolene's blog.! (haha thanks jo though i highlyyyyy doubt you ever come here \:) sigh, i miss st margs days! especially evan and widj : D was rummaging around my room and found the book that we used to take turns writing on since we moved away from secondary school. it's been too long since we last met up properly. i really think i cant count with my fingers the number of times we met up this yr ):

i'm feeling \: best word i can come up with to describe what im feeling is BLEAH. (yeah, you can be the english teacher ; D) must be the whole back-to-school thing. sigh, i hate thinking about prelims, about A levels, (and hearing teachers counting down the days) i hate imagining having to do real hard work soon, i hate thinking about A level results.. coz it scares me so so much and reminds me how i can't continue my slack-ish ways in school anymore \:

okay, enough about school. i've been distracted for way too long already. feels like i've been away from God for the longest time and though i keep saying to myself that it's about time i get right with Him, it just never seems to happen ): there have been a countless number of times that i've prayed that i would constantly be reminded of God's presence around me wherever i am and in whatever i'm doing so that i'll be fulfilling why i'm here in the first place, but i dont know.. i guess i'm too caught up in other things that i lose sight of what's really important.

wow it's getting late... been extra tired lately coz my body's still adjusting to single-digit hours of sleep.! : P i slept so much during the holidays! so gotta wake up early again for another day of school. i swear, if it weren't for the people, i'd be nowhere near school : D even my dad wants me to skip school tomorrow.!!! shockingnessity D: (lol, i know, it's not a word, and i've gone crazy.!!!) i'm telling you, 2 hours "chasing after the sun" in the back seat of a bendy bus can do things to you.