what's your flavaaaa?

sigh ): i just listed out block test topics for all the subjects and realised that there IS. SO. MUCH. TO. STUDY. i'm so worried coz i know time waits for no one and that someday one of these days i need to get serious with studies. heh and the test i just took says "i dont take anything very seriously" \:

no more last minute cramming
finish all tutorials beforehand
stay awake during lectures
revise work whever i can

pretty ambitious, i know. i guess this sudden outburst is due to the advent of A level results \: i found myself scared for idontknowwho/what at around 2+ PM, although i was AT HOME! o_O i'm so afraid that i'll do badly at the end of the year and i really really REALLY don't wanna... ): everytime i think of the state my studies are in, i feel so disheartened. i barely grasp some concepts and am officially screwed for many topics \: i feel like dying when i think of all that needs to be done between now and A levels. there's A LOT A LOT A LOT, which is probably why i can't get myself to start ):

(....hm, sorry for ranting)

i'm getting back my phone tomorrow i think : D yay, so happy!!! and i think i'm gonna go running in the morning, SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! LOLLLL, i somehow feel like making some resolutions. (BUT not just coz i've forgotten my new year's ones : p) today should mark the beginning of change. i promise to study diligently and to take steps that will bring me closer to the ultimate goal of DOING WELL FOR A LEVELS!!! i think it starts with feeling sad when i fail my next test. it is so gonna be econs : D ):

oh yeah, congrats KARISSA on your gooooood results : D there's no way i'll be able to do as well/better than you in the state that i'm in.. anyway that's not really that point haha. hope you're happy coz i would be if i were you!!! : D