SIGH. feel so :/ :/ :/ now because i keep thinking about pw. i feel so lost and so many times i just dont know what to do anymore.. especially now that everyone's concentrating on i&r, wr, op, all that spazz, and everyone's lives are revolving around pw already. EVERYONE has pw meetings on the weekends, or after school, or during breaks, or while having lunch at the caf or all of the above.
i think i've got the motivation, but some things are just.. i dont know, holding me back? :/ it really feels like there's so much to do, yet nothing to do. ??? i don't really understand this feeling of mine..... maybe it's because everyone seems so busy yet my group's just.. not busy? maybe we're too complacent. are we? or maybe it's coz deep inside of us we've all given up.
a million over times i've wished for a more, erm, normal group. i wish i had 4 people just like everyone else. and 4 people who do work. i also keep wondering how it would be like if i was in another group. hard to imagine, honestly, because all i've known is that my group's the "special group" with 3 people.. erm. no, actually it's more like 2 people.
BYE PEOPLE!
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