changes?

sigh. im tired : / i keep complaining about my weariness nowadays, but when i think again, who's not tired? everybody's wilting and melting and dying together D: welcome to jc life, people. my sister warned me of this, this feeling, that perpetual cycle that's begun won't end til we finish the last sentence of our last A level paper next year. what a life. D:

i'm getting emo. i guess i'm just really exhausted and need some rest. which (with much remorse) i have to say i won't be getting in the coming days and weeks. so many things are coming up, and everytime i think about all the things i still have left to do, i just feel like............ EXPLODING. i don't wanna talk about it anymore, i'm sure you guys have just as hectic schedules as i.

we're moving house soon and i haven't touched a thing in my room : O i dont wanna move, it's such a hassle. i need to throw out a lot of junk (aka secondary school stuff haha) and revamp my wardrobe. i guess the latter can wait.. HEH, im trying to be positive so i'll say that this change in lifestyle shd bring me some sort of thrill (:

anyways, i got a C for econs :D that's one of the few things to be happy about nowadays. thankfully, i only failed one subject with a U :D H1s are coming, and i doubt i can do well for that either.. there's just no time. and given my current status with chemistry, im totally gonna flunk if no one comes to my aid! sigh. oh, loanne just talked t me online and i remember the reason why i came on in the first place, to research for my GP essay on efficient land transport systems. it's due monday. die. OH NO she's asking me how my essays going.!

choir performed for chapel this morning. it was alright i guess, though i think we were really soft and could barely be heard.. tomorrow we get another shot at it, to the J1s this time. hope it's better and we dont screw it up (:

we went crazy this morning and formed the MASSES. those of you who know what it means, HAHA! : P there's gen, huilin, me, loanne and liphin! otherwise known as SHINE, RISE, FALL, SPRING and TIGGER respectively. i wonder whether you guys see the TWISTED LINKS between them : P

after school today i met up with huiqi and glen at island creamery. the other 3 couldn't make it ): and, as always, i realise how much i miss them being around. the good old pae days, ahhh. D: sigh. now we're getting busier and busier that we barely get to meet up.. and many of our plans are ruined by hectic schedules that just NEVER mesh. D:

evan came over again yesterday and i helped her with her work. i hope i was able to help though.. sorry if i was half-dead, zombified and fossilised HAHA. she came after dinner and i was so exhausted by the time she left (which was LATE, btw). again, i forgot to give her her towel back, but then that gives us another reason to meet up :D

speech day tomorrow, i'm rather excited to see everything and everyone again (: i'm beginning to REALLY SERIOUSLY realise how much i miss secondary school. i wonder why there was a time i couldn't wait to get away from st margs. : O sometimes i get jealous of sec school students, scoffing at how they think their workloads are "heavy". but ah, gotta give them a break i guess. because we were once in the same boat as them...

rawr. just had this conver w evan. see how interesting our conversations have been.

: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
YO
NAAAAT♥ says:
yo
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
LOL
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
say something
NAAAAT♥ says:
im tired
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
me too
(LONG PAUSE)
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
DID U DIE?
NAAAAT♥ says:
no
NAAAAT♥ says:
im blogging
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
lol
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
im ...
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You have just sent a nudge.
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NAAAAT♥ says:
?
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
lol
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
im dying
NAAAAT♥ says:
me too
: X cropped mouth http://www.whosafanofmacsfreakpleaseraiseurhands.blogspot.com/ ashley is love says:
SIGH

i wonder what happens if i DO die. then i wouldn't have s much t worry about, would i? HAHAHA okay, chill, im not suicidal :D well, a pile of unfinished work waits on my table, so i have got to go.

nevertheless, i'm so thankful for friends like you that keep me going through all the tough rough stuff. you guys never fail to make me smile and laugh, and for that I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS! (: let's get through tomorrow okay? coz after that comes the weekend :D